In retrospect
many are the times I’ve been
blinded by love
unable to see red flags rising
unable to discern them silently unfurling
at least, my vision always cleared
with time and disappointments
at least, I was able to extract myself
from those shortsighted relationships
with 20/20 vision.
Bob Boyd
More and more
I’ve become keenly
aware
of the impermanence
of this transitory life.
More and more I see
how nothing, not even
romantic love,
lasts in
this fleeting world.
And the impermanence of
romantic love
disturbs me deeply
despite my being long
removed from it.
Bob Boyd
It was once a great empire
“upon which the sun never set.”
Now it’s barely a remnant of its
forever greatness.
Now it’s like a wounded lion
slowly dying.
And ripe for the conquering
from within –
without even a shot fired
and unwitting appeasement –
of imported exploiters with no
allegiance to it.
Bob Boyd
I listened to a YouTube audio
about women cheating on men.
One of the risks of being involved
with a woman as a girlfriend or wife.
I read of women disrespectful
to men: mansplaining, toxic
masculinity, and more insults.
I think to myself it’s no wonder
many men are falling in love
with AI female machines.
Bob Boyd
Supposedly there’s a fox
that sometimes shows himself
somewhere outside the apartment
house I live in.
Others who live here have seen him,
but I have not.
How I’d like to see that fox
appearing around here
in this small city.
And I wonder how he survives.
Bob Boyd
She wakes up
another uneventful day
her aging body stiff
her old mind groggy
she’s all alone
in her vanishing world
her dreams are buried
as she’ll be
not long from now
and she’s just waiting
to die.
Bob Boyd
Jimmy, Annie and Sarah
were playing hide and seek
in the woods next to the
neighbor they lived in.
Jimmy and Sarah hid
while Annie counted to 20.
Sarah was hiding behind
a tree laughing and was
easily found by Annie.
Annie and Sarah searched
for Jimmy but didn’t find him.
That was 50 years ago, and
despite hundreds of searches,
even by dogs and the FBI,
Jimmy was never found.
Bob Boyd
In her youth she was a mathematics
professor at an ivy league college.
Her coworkers and students
described her as incredibly brilliant
Now she’s a retired, elderly woman,
and her mind has become compromised.
Her brilliance is gone forever;
she’s lost her self awareness.
Mindless, she has become
like a zombie wandering
all over her neighborhood,
and soon she’ll be confined
to a nursing home oblivious
to everything in her ending world.
Bob Boyd
She was in my life for a few seasons
then on a whim she was gone.
Sometimes I wonder what happened
to her and if she’s still alive.
But in this ever changing life
that passes by so fast,
now I see her passing out of my life
was of little consequence
as were most of the events
of my life in retrospect.
Bob Boyd
The other night I had a dream where
I was wrestling with a formidable opponent.
Unlike the Biblical Jacob, I don’t think
I was wrestling with an angel.
My opponent looked strong and human
and not at all evil.
I thought he would easily beat me at wrestling,
as big and as muscular as he was.
But I was holding his hands and seemed
as strong as he was.
Just as I felt I could take him to the ground,
I woke up with my hands in the air,
as if they were still holding his and wrestling
with him.
I wanted a rematch in another dream last night,
but he didn’t show up.
Bob Boyd